Friday, March 4, 2011

whatever makes you happy

your birthday is in just a few short weeks! im so excited to watch you continue to become a toddler but it doesnt make me sad just a bit. i try to savor every moment with you because i know i'll never get it back. when your sleeping && i get in to bed after work, i just look at you with the biggest smile! looking at you make me feel like everything is perfect && life is good. i cant wait for you to feel like that. just pure happiness.
gosh you really are the smartest baby i know :) yesturday you were laying on your belly trying to text on grandma's blackberry.... you wrote "oi" i was very proud. when we tell you things you understand most things. when your eating you try to share with dora even though you know better. when i say to please dont do that we eat our food not play with it, you do your squishy face && smile at me untill i laugh. i try so hard to stay serious, to show you i mean what i say, but i always end up laughing. you burst out with a HAHA knowing what you've just accomplished. rylie please be nice when your a big girl.... hopefully i'll get better at staying serious but honestly i'd say yes to everything your little heart desires. i find that lots of time daddy tries to take things away from you && then i tell him to give it back, whatever makes you happy. bad habit forming i know.
every single thing you do is just the cutest thing ive ever seen. the way you wrap you little smushy arms around my neck && the kisses you give me, its all so cute. i love when your in the bath and your just a little happy baby playing && smiling. i love when you play peek-a-boo && when you play tug of war with the dog. you are growing up so much.
you really like laying your head on my tummy so yesturday while i was reading you love you forever  at nap time you fell asleep that way. i didnt realize at first because i was too busy crying, that book has always made me cry....even in second grade when i first heard it. you'll most likely be a crier like grandma && i.
daddy is about to get up for work which means so are you. thats always fun.
<3